Okay, so, I won't be doing the contest I said I might be doing at the end of the year. Simply because I'm WAY too stressed with work and family that I can barely keep myself from ending it all. I can't deal with the stress of a contest, as well. Perhaps at the beginning of next year, but not right now.

I've found a friend in my Assistant Manager, Nancy. A saint, and really someone I can talk to if I can't get a hold of my bf for one reason or another. She's done a lot for me lately, and I can't thank her enough.

Work has been so hecktic and stressful... I messed up a dozen orders this weekend because we were so chaotic. Thursday was training and I managed to split my pants >.< I got some new pants, though, and I'm getting my hair fixed cause my roots are over two inches long and need to be taken care of(I have naturally light brown hair, and I usually dye it black). Going with a dark brown with some red highlights for now. See how it looks. Might stick with it. Might not. Depends on how it turns out. Also need a slight trim. I have so many split ends it's not even funny @.@ No more than an inch, though, since my hair is wavy and I don't want it to go above my shoulders. Someone would kill me if I did that. And long hair looks nice on me.

Not looking forward to working on Black Friday @.@ But last year wasn't terrible when I was working in the portrait studio. Maybe people will be too busy buying stuff to come get their picture taken >.> One can only hope.

Thanks for reading, for those who sat through this shpeel of bullshit. You guys rock